As the world turns

I'm afraid...

i dont know if i should put this in here, maybe its just how im feeling and thats the mainly reason i use this page...

I'm afraid of the future, im afraid to change, im afraid of things i dont understand, im afraid of being left behind, im afraid if what i feel is right or wrong, im afraid if how i think its wrong... am i bad? should i change?

This past weekend was a terrifing experience... and maybe i wont tell anyone about it...
My mind is very messed up... reality... fantasy... right... wrong... up... down...

I feel stressed, when i think about anything serious, my stomach start to hurts... Maybe its the tension...

One of the things i think about this time, is i remembered that i was told i'm going to live for a long time... but... is it worth it?...

I believe... but i cant seem to focus anymore...

But... no turning back... I hope to be strong enough for it...



Btw, thanks Gaz for the game, it was a great relief =)