So far

This last week was very good, and a great moment to remember, i visited some friends from university, went with them to celebrate a birthday, i went out to more places and met new people =)
i would like to know how to express myself, but sometimes i cant, but i will try my best =P

Lets start with tuesday:
I visited one of my best friends, it is always fun to talk with her, and there is always something to discuss, may be food, movies, anime, school, it was a good day, she returned me some anime i lend to her, Karekano, DNA^2, and some ghibli movies, actually i didnt expect her to retur to me that, and i would have not cared since right now i dont have any established place to stay, and i dont know where i will keep my stuff, anyway, we watched The melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, but in the right order XD its so different watching the series that way =P anyway, it was a great day =).
Wednesday:
I made some appointments to meet with Mark Wulfgar and Rackun at a mall,
We met and everything went great, maybe i can try to say all the details, but nah, its not necesary, we went to eat lunch, walked through the mall, enter a video/videogame store, talked about several stuff, went to eat some Gelato (dont really remember the name of the flavor of my ice cream, but it was vanilla with strips of chocolate =P) then talked some time, went to a walmart to buy some stuff they needed, went for some orange jucie at a cafè and mark drew me something :O


Oh yeah, this was because he poked me a lot XD
anyway, it was fun after all =P
I tried to draw something, actually just tried to realize, but i just couldnt do a thing ;_;
I was intimidated to see other people's way to do they art, but i feel the urge to improve more and more =)
Oh, and he invited me to play D&D when i come back to Guadalajara =P
After that (9 pm) i went to my house, and then i planned to go with some friends to deliver some gifts i promised them time ago, but it was a bit rushed and i got lost several times XD, from 9 to 11 to arrive to one friend's job (he was going to enter to work at that time) and from 11 to 1 to another friend's house XD i tend to get lost a lot, but after that, everything is easier =P
it was a great ending to my visit to Guadalajara in some time ^^

Thursday, i went in the morning to do some stuff, and in the afternoon my brother and one of his friends accompanied me to the airport, we said good byes and all that, a bit emotive, but at least not like an anime ending =P
Arrived to Hermosillo safely where my dad was, and we stayed in an hotel (with wifi =D) so i could chat with some friends, actually it was a great experience (those involved will know why =) )
then nothing more important happened, a 6 hour trip in a car is a bit tiring but it went all right, then arrived home with my mom, and everything is ok now, maybe i may not seem so happy (well, after staying with my parents, and not a lot of stuff to do during a year is very hard, and i have become very harsh with them), i try to, but i just cant ;_;

maybe im evil after all...

anyway, i think i ate something bad, and now im sick
yay...

After all, it was a good week =)

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Why do i always say the wrong things at the wrong time?

As the world turns

I'm afraid...

i dont know if i should put this in here, maybe its just how im feeling and thats the mainly reason i use this page...

I'm afraid of the future, im afraid to change, im afraid of things i dont understand, im afraid of being left behind, im afraid if what i feel is right or wrong, im afraid if how i think its wrong... am i bad? should i change?

This past weekend was a terrifing experience... and maybe i wont tell anyone about it...
My mind is very messed up... reality... fantasy... right... wrong... up... down...

I feel stressed, when i think about anything serious, my stomach start to hurts... Maybe its the tension...

One of the things i think about this time, is i remembered that i was told i'm going to live for a long time... but... is it worth it?...

I believe... but i cant seem to focus anymore...

But... no turning back... I hope to be strong enough for it...



Btw, thanks Gaz for the game, it was a great relief =)

Bah Humbug!

Hello No-Readers (i wont say Zero Readers, im not a thief XD) Its that time of the year again, im not really expecting any gifts, but i have been very lucky in FA and had lots of "prizes" teeheehee, thats why i want to respond to a lot of people doing something significative (even if my artwork is bad, the upper pic was done by gingham and i just colored/textured it hehe)
this christmas i will be with my near family, and after the holidays i dont know what will i do =(
still 2 months to go, and because i have been sick for a few days i think the people wont want me back in the job (well... it was a blue collar job, so i dont really care if i go back or not) and im was starting to have some friendships in there, but it cant be prolonged...

anyway... while i was sick i have been drawing more, and sleeping more also =P
and i have lots of stuff to do, but sometimes i dont want to do it =( instead i have been catching up with code geass, eyeshield 21, a bit of locoroco..... i wish i had more time XD

ok then... seeya later

Watched and watching

Ok... i havent seen a lot of anime lately, so i decided to watch recommended and old ones XD (thanks to Gaz =3) but first i will put some reviews of what i saw before

the one i started with is future boy conan, a pretty anime from miyazaki with an interesting story, and as i said, its like naussica post apocaliptic world with laputa characters =3 and well... its ghibli style so you know what you will see

Air... i really like the music for this one and the asthetics are very well done, specially the zero gravity hair XD but i started to get bored after episode 8 when it was something ninja-traditional story and also the story its not as sad as everyone says, i prefer Kanon story a lot more (same producers btw)

and now im currently watching cowboy bebop =D and so far looks really cool (i havent seen it before, because i always said i dont like cowboy movies =P) but oh well...

and... yeah... maybe ill post some sketch pictures later ^^

Well... i havent used this blog for like... a lot of time and i dont really know what to post since my life right now is very very boring D=


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see ya ^^